Top 5: the Most Memorable Moments in 2010
Assalamualaikum...

*for those loyal readers out there (if any) thousands apologize i begging you all for a very very long silence.

It's been a while from my last post. I'm sorry for taking so long to update my self here. 12 months might not a big number but it's enough to make my life goes up and down. Hu3. I hope its not too late to wish you Happy New Year 2011. Its just like a blink, I dont realized that Year 2010 is actually gone. A year that full of surprises, happiness and even disappointments. Congratulations to some of you who might have achieved all your wish lists and targets and maybe some of you not yet. As for New Year post, let me start doing a list of my Top 5: The most memorable moments in 2010.

1. Officially Un-Employed and Broke

It is a must to feel down when you cant get things that you want most (while it is possible before). After 5 yrs of being pampered by scholarship, now I'm broke. How does it feels when its so close but yet its too far. Year end sale doesn't make sense anymore. But i take it as a good start for me not to be such a big spender (and it works). Ha3.

2. Of Thinkplus and Arabians

Alhamdulillah, after 2 weeks doing nothing at home, i got a call from who-not-to be-named offering a part-time job as a consultant for Thinkplus. The best word to describe this job, we are acting as external HR. I've got such a wonderful experience while working for this company. Almost half of the staffs are my colleagues and we had chance to go outstation where we took it as a graduation vacation. =)

3. Divorced

Let me tell you the story about the call that change my destiny. Remember, everyday is not Sunday. A call that i expect to be a good news turned out differently. The fact that I've been released by my scholarship founder is just not break my heart but my parents' hope too. I can accept the fact that I'll not working with any of Petronas subs since I've heard about this situation from seniors before, but the hardest part is to make them understand the scenario. Quite a tough period, but Alhamdulillah, I get myself up in a short time. From now on, I'm on my own feet. How hard it is, I've to go through it no matter what happen.

4. The Hunting

The grass may be greener on the other side of the fence but u still have to mow it. Going for interviews, career fairs, sign up to Jobstreet and seeking for a job is such a valuable experience i ever had. This is what i dreamt before, seeking for a job by myself. But i didn't dreamt it would be this hard.

5. The Lost

2010 could be one of the sadest year of my life . I lost my closest, bestest and tremendous uncle in my life.
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Alhamdulillah..

*Finally i find a time to breath after a long silence. Im sorry to readers (if any) for ignoring this blog stuff.

First, Im done with my projects. Second, Im done with my final exams.Third, Im done with my presentations.And the important is, Im DONE with my degree. Insyaallah. What on earth im thinking about?? I am officially unemployed with no money in my pockets and single at the moment.(Do i have to mention that?) hu3.

Honestly, i have no idea what im going to write for this post after a long silence.Too many things to share, too many things to tell about. And what i am really sure is, i have nothing to do right now. Owh, stuck in utp for two days with nothing to do will kill yourself, believe me (NOT). Hurmm, lets put things like this. There is one thing i curious to know. There is one thing that keep playing in my mind. A question that is very subjective, can be lots of answers, and might be no answers at all for my curiosity.

Do people really care about money? Is money for everything or everything is money? Do people really can pay for what they wanna do? Or its just a common assumptions that people love to do.

Recently, people always talk about the job they are going to choose, how much they wanna earn, when they want to get married, what a life they wanna have and so on.Everything do relates to money. I just wondering, do people with more money will have a good life? If there is a choice, do you want to be a single person but rich, or a married person but poor? I do have my personal thought about these Qs but i still doubt it, if there are still reasons that must be put into considerations.

TV Dramas do show that money is a big influence on a person's life.Im no fan of Malay Drama, but most of them gave the same impressions to the poor person. There is said saying that, "The rich become richer, the poor become poorer". I dont really know the true meaning of any of this, but i certainly do believe it. Subjective right?? Hu3..
Ramadhan and Final Year
It has been a while after my last post. I think the load of works made me overlook on my dearest blog. Hu3. Im sorry dear. Alhamdulillah, finally its already 19 days we all Muslims celebrate our Ramadhan.. and I'm looking forward of bebuka at Masjid tomorrow. Insyaallah. Seems dis is my final year, i wanna try everything, EVERYTHING, every single thing that a student shud try.

Ramadhan dis year is quit different compare to my previous one. This year I celebrate Ramadhan wif my beloved babes and friends in UTP. Wake up early in the morning, having our sahur together is very interesting. Eventhough it ALWAYS nasi putih+ serunding Imah, but having it wif my friends is kinda enjoyable. ngah3. (Mama, if u read dis plz dont be sad. ur daughter is still big and healthy as usual. =P) and da important is, we cook for berbuka (sometimes). Hu3.

And now Ramadhan is going to the end. Im going to miss this month very much. The bazar and tarawikh at Masjid will be one of the best memory as i leave UTP soon. When we miss our HOME, we can go back and having berbuka wif our family, but whenever we miss UTP after dis, its hard to gather all our friends to have da same experience again. This is fact dat everyone has to go through.

Before that:-
  1. Facilities project (still in progress)
  2. Final Year Project - lab, reports
  3. Operation Management project (McDonalds, here we go)
  4. Engineering in Society project - have no idea at all!!
  5. HRM project - the lecturer jz posted da title dis evening
  6. Final Year Design Project - major equipment in progress
Owh, projects for every subject dat i enrolled.

Keinsafan Ramadhan
"Dengan ini, saya pemegang mohor-mohor besar Raja-raja Melayu mengishtiharkan, tarikh puasa bagi tahun ini jatuh pada 22hb Ogos 2009..."

hatiku terus terlonjak-lonjak keriangan. Alhamdulillah. aku masih berpeluang bertemu dengan bulan Ramadhan tahun ini, bulan yang penuh keberkatan. Alhamdulillah sekali lagi. sungguh tidak ku sangka, masa begitu pantas berlalu. Ramadhan kali ini mungkin yang terakhir aku rai kan bersama teman-teman seperjuangan. mungkin lepas ini masing-masing di haluan sendiri. membawa segala ilmu didada menempuhi segala badai yg ada di luar sana.

kali ini, Ramadan hadir sekali lagi dalam hidupku. kali ini, ia hadir di tahun akhir ku di universiti. ku harapakn Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna buatku. Kuatkan diri, banyakkan bersabar. Banyakkan beribadat. Agar segala amalan ini diterima. Amin. Kepada semua, sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa, terlanjur bicara, sepuluh jari kususun memohon maaf. Bersama-sama kita berubah ke arah kebaikan. Insyaallah.

-Monolog-