Alhamdulillah..

*Finally i find a time to breath after a long silence. Im sorry to readers (if any) for ignoring this blog stuff.

First, Im done with my projects. Second, Im done with my final exams.Third, Im done with my presentations.And the important is, Im DONE with my degree. Insyaallah. What on earth im thinking about?? I am officially unemployed with no money in my pockets and single at the moment.(Do i have to mention that?) hu3.

Honestly, i have no idea what im going to write for this post after a long silence.Too many things to share, too many things to tell about. And what i am really sure is, i have nothing to do right now. Owh, stuck in utp for two days with nothing to do will kill yourself, believe me (NOT). Hurmm, lets put things like this. There is one thing i curious to know. There is one thing that keep playing in my mind. A question that is very subjective, can be lots of answers, and might be no answers at all for my curiosity.

Do people really care about money? Is money for everything or everything is money? Do people really can pay for what they wanna do? Or its just a common assumptions that people love to do.

Recently, people always talk about the job they are going to choose, how much they wanna earn, when they want to get married, what a life they wanna have and so on.Everything do relates to money. I just wondering, do people with more money will have a good life? If there is a choice, do you want to be a single person but rich, or a married person but poor? I do have my personal thought about these Qs but i still doubt it, if there are still reasons that must be put into considerations.

TV Dramas do show that money is a big influence on a person's life.Im no fan of Malay Drama, but most of them gave the same impressions to the poor person. There is said saying that, "The rich become richer, the poor become poorer". I dont really know the true meaning of any of this, but i certainly do believe it. Subjective right?? Hu3..

hari itu bahtera belayar kembali. kali ini, isiannya bersama nakhoda-nakhoda baru. belum usang. belum lagi punya pengalaman tentang pelayaran ini. di kotak fikiran mereka punya 1001 persoalan yang tidak mungkin bisa punya jawapan melalui kata-kata, barangkali. pelayaran ini membuka mata dan hati mereka tentang tanggungjawab sebagai nakhoda, barangkali. dengan pentauliahan Sang Nakhoda kepada seorang jejaka gagah, hensem bergaya, -Pd mengepalai para kerawitan sepanjang pelayaran ini, barangkali lautan samudera ini tidak mungkin begitu sukar. doa dipohon agar pelayaran dapat diteruskan tanpa gangguan anasir luar yang menyimpan dendam dan iri hati.

sauh ditarik, kemudi diputar, layar dinaikkan.Sang Nakhoda mula mengarahkan kerawitan bersiap sedia. dan itu, bermulalah pelayaran yang belum lagi diketahui pengakhiran nya. bahtera mula membelah lautan meredah ombak samudera menuju ke Bangi memetakan UKM di atas peta dunia. seperti pelayaran yang lalu, pelbagai badai menimpa bahtera ini. kesatuan sukar dilihatkan. perbedaan umur mungkin menjadi batas. tetapi, kebijaksanaan Sang Nakhoda dan hulu-hulu balang nya berjaya menyatukan kerawitan ini. dalam pelayaran, beberapa pulau telah menjadi tempat persinggahan. buah-buahan (manggis and durian) telah menjadi hidangan istimewa buat kerawitan ini. bekalan-bekalan dari pekan malam sudah tidak bisa dihabiskan. sungguh indah pesta malam itu. Sang Nakhoda mampu tersenyum bangga sedangkan hati meronta-ronta inginkan "orang itu" bisa hadir di pesta. namun, beliau tetap gembira.

pelayaran diteruskan. samudera yang luas diselami untuk mencari harta-harta yang tertanam di dasarnya. persinggahan seterusnya inginkan yang lain. namun, kerawitan dengan amanah dipegang tetap bersedia dengan pengetuk di tangan, mengalunkan lagu, membunyikan irama buat pahlawan-pahlawan teratak ilmu tercinta. malam itu, pertama kali buat Nakhoda Tajol dan juga Nakhoda Amal mengalunkan lagu di khalayak ramai. bangga buat mereka. langit tidak selalu cerah, air ada pasang surutnya. mlm itu bukan terbaik buat kerawitan ini. barangkali ia persinggahan yang tidak dirancang. namun, bahtera ini harus meneruskan pelayaran yang belum lagi berpenghujung.

malam itu, sungguh indah. bahtera akhirnya tiba di destinasi yang hampir sepurnama di lautan luas. sukar digambarkan dengan kata-kata. nakhoda-nakhoda lama turut di sana memberi sokongan tidak berbelah bagi buat kerawitan ini. rasa gementar dilempar jauh. rasa penat dibuang ke tepi. kerawitan masing-masing mengeluarkan senjata mengalunkan lagu yang bisa meninggalkan kesan hingga ke lubuk sanubari. Tekad di hati masih satu, melahirkan yang terbaik untuk tatapan warga teratak ilmu yang disayangi. sungguh indah. gerimis-gerimis halus mengalir di pipi tanda kegembiraan yang tidak terhingga.

Setelah berhempas pulas tenaga mengharungi lautan ini, akhirnya apa yang dihajati terlaksana. Sauh dilabuhkan, dan layar diturunkan. Para kerawitan harus meneruskan pelyaran-pelayaran kecil yang lain. Cuma, coretan potret dari kotak-kotak lensa bisa menyimpan memori ini untuk di kongsi bersama teman-teman yang lain.

a day of ketuk2 bonang~
never taught it will end up with this wonderful night..

It has been a while i didn't post anything on my blog. Being busy for a while finish up my final presentation, pending weekly reports, as well as my very final report. Alhamdulillah, now it comes to the end of my Internship program also known as my 'honeymoon' time. Sobbing. I hope it is not too late to wish you all Happy New Year 2009. May Allah will bless us now and forever. Amin.

Btw, there are lots of things happened recently either it is expected or not. some of it brighten my days, gave joyness but some of it is very painful to be imagined. This is what we called life i guess. A journey that full of colors and melody. like a stage. You can be the actor or either the director of the play. Also like a slice of pizza, u need to taste every bites of it.

2009 shall be a great journey since it is my Final Year Semester. Alhamdulillah, I make it eventhough it's hard to believe i am away from my interest. This year could be the thoughest year ever in my life. Graduating during economy crisis could be a challenge for me too. But who knows. Just treasure every moment of the journey that shall be a part of of this life.

New Year means my wishlist expending. Yes, Manusia tidak pernah puas. I agreed with that. Eventhought there are my wishes already fulfill during this internship, but it increasing parallel to the desire. Ha ha ha ha. Btw, again, lets pray for the best for this new year 2009. Wachhaaaa!!

I'm sitting here in the boring room
its cold, sleepy and alone..
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
its friday actually people rushed out ..to catch up the works load..but
I'm wasting my time
browsing, scrolling, searching for nothing..
I got nothing to do
too lazy to finish up all the works..
I'm hanging around
looking for food downstairs, looking for handsome if there has any..
I'm waiting for you
to buzz, to call, to MSG ...
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
ur phone was out of battery, or maybe out of credit..
hurm..

I wonder how
to waste my time...
I wonder why
this internship make me more and more lazy..but why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
when i look at my window..its dark outside..raining i guess
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree

I'm turning my head up and down
its good for my sleepy head...
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
until i got headache
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
dreaming all day long
I miss the power
of sleep that can kill all...
I'd like to go out taking a shower
but i just take it this morning...
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
confused to make a decision..
I feel so tired
of waiting for nothing...
Put myself into bed
just imagine about it..since i still at my office..
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder
when the clock will show the time at five..

I've been tagged by Telok aka Zafuan..

*Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog,some random,some weird*
weird?..hurmm..(weird kah?)

Let see who am i,

1. Sakilah Si Smelly Shell
This nick name given by this veto--> farhana, laily, nab + syaque + ilani. yes, they're my buddies and always be. Sakilah ni asyek tersengeh mcm kerang busuk la..hu3. Reason nyer bcz they said that i always smiling even tgh duduk sorg2 and buat kerja. Btul ke? mcm org gila pon mungkin? ishk3..tp, ak rse actually ak x senyum pn or sengeh ke..tp dh expression muke ak cmni kot..ho3. atau mungkin satu ketika dlu ak kne panggil ngn warden sbb x senyum kt senior or wat xtau jer kt senior2 skolah tu..lepas tu ble jumpe org jer ak prektis senyum..mungkin jugak tu..hu3.. papepon, senyum itu sedekah rite? =P

2. Jangan Lupe Lirik
If you give me a song, any song except lagu Negaraku, i can't sing the full song..sorry, mmg ak seorang yg susah nk ingt lirik. Even dh dgr hundred times pon, still sukar utk ak menghafal lirik2 itu semua. mungkin akn bercampur2 lagu tu nnti..he3. tapi i like to read the lyrics.. mcm mane ak taw lagu tu best? sbb lyrics die la..he3. Maybe after this I'll try to remember those lyrics yg best~

3. I can be a good friend but a bad enemy
Do i? i like making friends.. but when i lost them, it really hurts me.. =(

4. I LOVE arts?
A'ah. I used to be in arts class. Semangat x? My parents hntar pergi kelas melukis ketika ak kecil.Drawing competition? never missed. hu3. kalau diberi an abstract punyer lukisan, my interpretations will be differents compare to my siblings. and ak bru taw, my dad seorang pelukis suatu masa dlu.. like father like daughter..ye ker? he3. pernah juge berlakon di pentas teater. english mahupon melayu. dulu ak tidak tahu erti stage fright.ha3..redah sajer bile di panggil.. minat teater ini mmbawa aku ke Istana Budaya menyaksikan teater2 di sana..Malim Kundang, Merdeka, dan beberapa lagi pementasan di situ..juga pementasan di balai budaya..semua pon aku redah sajer..ha3.. and i also like musics.. used to be in a band time skul dlu, koir mmbers juge, juge nashid..hurmmm...now? still go on with musics..gamelan tu boley di ambil kira kn? he3..

5. Makan pakai tangan kanan
hu3. Its normal la kn? tapi ak xtau nape ak rase ak pelik. Sbb tiap kali ak mkn nasi pakai tgn, yg pasti bekas2 nasi dan kuah itu pasti smpai ke tapak tgn. dan jari2 ak pasti kotor nya hingga ke atas. kata nye dek imah, ak x reti mkn pakai tgn..tp aku org Melayu yg dr kecil pon mak ak ajr mkn nasi pakai tgn kanan...hurm..aku masih mencuba untuk menjadi seperti org lain...

6. I dont like cats, but I love them so much
o0o0o, i dont like cats. u know how was it when there were cats around. meja di mapley bisa di terbalikkn oleh ak. bukan aku seorg saje tp imah juge begitu. lisa juge pon same. o0o0, macob juge. ramai pule rakan2 ku terjebak dgn sindrom ini. tp tidak suka bukan bermaksud tidak sayang. Aku sayang kucing2 ini semua. They are so damn cute ble derg wat cat walk. Lagi2 ble derg buat muka mcm Pussy-In-The-Boots dlm cerita Shrekk tu. Boley menangis kalau tgk lame2...he3

7. Nature lover
o0o0o0, i love nature. hijau itu indah. Biru itu tenang. Byk lagi outdoor activities yang aku sgt2 nk join and buat. Four wheel drive sudah..Ameen.

Fuhhh..is it weird? hurmmm...

I don't know if this incident ever happened to you guys or not. But it happened to me this morning. Maybe there are lots of incidents happened in the train, but this one is really meant something to me. You can judge or say anything about my post. But i would like to share this feeling with you guys.
As usual, i went to LRT station since this is the best option for me to reach my workstation. It's not like yesterday, there are so many people at the station. So i need to queue for a quit long time. I take it as dugaan bulan puasa. I know Allah always test His slave. Suddenly, i heard something that really caught my attention. i tried to find where is the sound came from. Few seconds after that, the next train arrived. Luckily, i managed to get in the train. Alhamdulillah. And guess what? The sound that i heard before is came from a girl. She's wearing baju kurung with tudung. I can say that she's an ordinary person. Not really pretty but she's not ugly. Cute but not baby face. Average. She's reciting the Al-Quran. She stands just next to me. i taught she's going to end her recitation when she got in but she kept continue it even they're lots of people pushing to get in.
Insaf. Yes, she recited the Al-Quran all the way, page by page. It really put something on me. She reminds me on the cassettes that the surau in my neighborhood played it during Ramadhan and also during subuh. Listen to her recitation, made me calm. Soft and nice. I still remember what my Ustadz told me back to my high school. "If you can make people touched only by reciting the Al-Quran, u couldn't imagine how much the rewards that you will get". She also reminds me on my mistakes. Like a meditation for me. All things that I've done suddenly came out of my mind. On this opportunity, I would like to apologize to those who know me, to you who's reading right now, to KAMU, sorry for giving you the hard time all this while, and to everyone that i ever spoke to..

Previously, im not interested of reading the forward msg or email even from my friends. But i dont know how, i got this strong heart feeling about this email. and my heart proved it was right. This email almost made me cried and im really touched. as i mention before, when u read something and made u stop and think, u want to share it with people dat u care about..

Orang kata aku lahir dari perut ibu..
Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku.. ibu
Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku...ibu
Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. ibu
Kata ibu, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut.. Ma!
Bila bangun tidur, aku cari.. ibu
Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang ..ibu
Bila nak bermanja.. aku dekati ibu
Bila nak bergesel… aku duduk sebelah ibu
Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya ibu
Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku …ibu
Bila merajuk… yang memujukku cuma..ibu
Bila melakukan kesalahan… yang paling cepat marah..ibu
Bila takut… yang tenangkan aku.. ibu
Bila nak peluk… yang aku suka peluk..ibu

Aku selalu teringatkan ..Ibu
Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon… Ibu
Bila seronok… orang pertama aku nak beritahu…Ibu
Bila bengang.. aku suka luah pada ..Ibu
Bila takut, aku selalu panggil.. "ibuuuuuuuuuuuuu! "
Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah ..Ibu
Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga Ibu
Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu..Ibu
Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.. Ibu
Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. Ibu
Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku. . Ibu
Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku, Ibu
Yang selalu berleter kat aku.. Ibu
Yang selalu puji aku.. Ibu
Yang selalu nasihat aku.. Ibu
Bila nak kahwin..
Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk… Ibu

Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri
Bila seronok… aku cari pasanganku
Bila sedih… aku cari Ibu
Bila berjaya… aku ceritakan pada pasanganku
Bila gagal… aku ceritakan pada Ibu
Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat pasanganku
Bila berduka, aku peluk erat Ibuku
Bila nak bercuti… aku bawa pasanganku
Bila sibuk… aku hantar anak ke rumah Ibu
Bila sambut valentine.. Aku hadiahi bunga pada pasanganku
Bila sambut hari ibu…
aku cuma dapat ucapkan Selamat Hari Ibu
Selalu ….. aku ingat pasanganku
Selalu… Ibu ingat kat aku
Bila..bila… aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila.. …aku nak talipon Ibu
Selalu …aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk Ibuku

Renungkan:

"Kalau kamu sudah habis belajar dan berkerja... bolehkah kamu kirim wang untuk Ibu? Ibu bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah". Berderai air mata aku. Hari ini kalau Ibu mahu lima ratus sebulan pun aku mampu. Aku boleh kirimkan. Tapi Ibu sudah tiada.Aku tidak berkesempatan lagi.. bukan lima puluh ringgit.. lima puluh sen pun tidak sempat aku kirimkan! Hanya yang termampu ku kirimkan adalah doa dan amalan baik di dunia yang fana ini...

Maybe after this i will read all the forward msg from u guys.. lots of things we should share rite!

p.s: sesungguh nye, syurga itu terletak di bawah telapak kaki ibu.. lots of LOVE from me to all ibu out there..

im listening to the radio dis morning on the way to office..as usual, slot panggilan hangit at HOT.fm will make me laugh and cheerish my day.. :) ..FBI and fafau mmg giler..ha3.. and since jln jamm and stuck in the traffic, dpt la jugak dgr hot chat arini..'Pengorbanan anda terhadap cinta'..wahhh..jiwang btul..but fafau made this topic more emotional when she tell a story about a blind girl..and what a coincident, i got the email about this story. Sometimes, you read something and it makes you stop and think.... and then you want to share it with every one you care about...and yes, i would like to share it with you all out there..

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, excep her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including hey boyfriend. her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying.
"JUST TAKE CARE OF MY EYES PLEASE."

This is how humans change when their satus changes. Only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situations.

May we always remember where we came from....

Is it true certain date gives certain meaning in our life? people said that 08-08-08 is very 'ong' number. Feng-shui believes in this. and i believe there are many people out there take this opportunity to celebrate their weddings, farewell, honeymoon or maybe did something awful for memoir of their lives. i listen to the radio this morning otw to my office and, how lucky this girl because she's going to celebrate her 20th birthday today.. meaning, her birthday is on 08-08-88. what a beautiful number!! but for me, what i know today is the launch of Olympic in Beijing and thats all. nothing interesting happens today accept one thing.. macob is here! OMG, it's been a while we didn't meet each other and yes, this gathering is full of emotional, exciting and sadness. we talk and talk like we'll never meet again..and the short meeting really gives a relief for us to catch up and share our trainee's life. and not to forget, kenny and imah also were there...

the sad part, today is my last day to have Mrs. Sri Wangi as my supervisor. she's going to resign from PETRONAS and accept other offer which is more advantageous for her..and i do agree with her choice. being with her for this 2 months is a very enjoyable period. she taught me a lot and be such a good friend to me. .but i do accept, setiap pertemuan pasti ade PERPISAHAN.. no matter how much we like sumbody, love sumbody, one day we must let them go..inilah hidup. Kan?

Being in the office on my first day is not that awkward. I still can find my course mates in my own department, got briefing which gather all of us (UTP trainees) and such an ice breaking which was a common thing that introduced our selves to the seniors (who are also the UTP students).
But when you have to sit down and do your readings is a weird thing because it such like my study week back then in UTP...
when you have to wake up early in the morning (6.30 am) is a weird thing since it has been awhile i didn't woke up this early.. the last time is in SEMASHUR I guess....
you have to wait until 1pm for lunch is a weird thing since it has been awhile I didn't tied with this schedule...
you have to dress up formally is a weird thing since I only wear jeans and slippers to my class...
But what i can summarize here is, all my daily life has to change back to my old boarding school. SEMASHUR. At this moment, I wonder what my friends doing after about 6 months they fly to overseas. Syaque, Fana, Shahir, and Nab. Not to forget Epul and Mizah. Make sure you come here and visit me at KLCC when you guys came back to Malaysia...
Im writing this post during working hours in KLCC. NO SKIP. But doing 'research' in PETRONAS Resource Centre. (Boss, dont scold me!!). Ha3. Actually, i dont have any yet. Shes out for site visit or something...
Opps, gtg. Later~

Actually, I don't have any idea of this 'tagging thingy'. Since I've been tagged by Epul, let see what I can do with this thing.

Senaraikan 5 hadiah yang anda impikan:

1. Porsche Cayman S
2. White Beach House
3. Drum Set
   
4. Perfumes
   
5. 5 more wishes.... =P
   

Senaraikan alasan atas pilihan anda itu:

1. Because I know I wont get ONE. Just can dreams about it.
2. Because I love nature but I can't build a house on top of mountains!!
3. Because it is a good way to release your tension through music.
4. Because I love it.
5. Because 5 wishes never enough.

5 impresi terhadap orang yang diminati:
i don't really understand about this. is it my impression or, my dream-guy?

Perkara yang paling hebat pernah dilakukannya untuk anda:
since this tag is related to the above statement. i can't write it.

5 ciptaan yang paling disukai(tdk semestinya melibatkan teknologi yang maju)

1. Human-beings.
2. Sugar Glider
3. Sushi
4. Ice-creams
5. Watch

Apakah perkara yang paling dibenci?

1. Hypocrites
   
2. Back-stubborn
3. Snakes
   
4. Fat
5. Anything that i don't like
   

5 Orang yang yang mahu anda tag:

1. YOU
2. YOU
3. YOU
4. YOU
5. YOU

=)

It almost two weeks I struggling with my RM 100 to survive in UTP + home. Finally, the PETRONAS has being very generous to bank in our scholarship today. Thank you PETRONAS. You don't know how much I appreciate it. Hu3. I've been over budget this month since I got lots of things in my mind.

Plus, they bank in our last scholarship two weeks earlier (19 April).
Plus, it looks like McD every weeks.
Plus, I bought something very valuable!!
Plus, it's study + exam week.
Plus, since eat becomes priority.
Plus, celebration is a MUST for every paper that I killed.
Plus, going home!!

Hu3.... Since there is no more classes, no more UTP-life for 8 months, what I'm gonna do for this month scholarship?

SHOPPINGGGGGGGG!!

tq.

=)

“Thank you for your patience. You may leave the hall now.” – The Invigilator.

That’s how the end of this semester. The super duper hectic semester. The tiring one. Ups and downs. But lots of memories. Though, I didn’t feel anything. No exited-ness? Happy? Far from it. Usually, I’m the happiest person in the world when it comes to the very last-final-paper. But dis semester is different. When the invigilator announced to put down your pen, the very first thing that came out of my mind is “OMG, Im going for intern dh after dis.No way!!"”..No more final paper for another 8 months!! Wow!! –still no sense. I’m supposed to be happy bcz the paper is not that tough. (But it doesn’t mean that I can answer it with flying colors. Just so-so. Hu3). So, I went to my room with no feelings. Just hoping that it would change when I met my friends.

“Oh, Imah and Lisa. Kte dh abes paper dh!!” shouting to them excitedly but it sounds freaky. The emotion and intonation didn’t match each other. Ishk, nape x rase ape2 ni? Tlg la!! Dh abes exam kottttt…I taught I’m the only one that feeling that way, but its not true. I share this feeling with my friends too. (Imah, Macob, Lisa…) hurm… hoping that it would change again when the night comes…

A-Night-With-Them
Eventhough it takes like 1 hour to gather all of us (me, lisa, nadia, imah, telok, pisem, hasrol a.k.a ayob, abu, shisha, gedo, majin, mok, and zali), but it really changed my mood for the day. We heading to McDonald’s since everybody were starving and didn’t take our dinner yet. Kami adalah muka2 tegar McD. So jgn tanye kenape McD. Ha3. It looks like almost every week we’ll spend our time at McD to have sundae ice-creams. Nyummyyy~

Lepaking, chatting, while eating was nice. It’s really fun when we started to talk heart to heart about our last2 moment.

“Nnti bile dh kt Labuan tu make sure sume pon pakai webcam”- Abu

“Nnti aku kt Kerteh nnti korg kene slalu visit aku taw!!”- Nadia a.ka. Macob

“Nnti kt Kerteh mane ade internet la Macob!!” – Telok

“Nnti kt JnJ aku sesorg dowh!”- Lisa

“Aku nk kurus intern ni!!” – Anonymous

Continue with photo shooting. Posing. And the very common thing -- Discuss what we’re going to do next. Again, it takes about 1 hour to decide where to go, what to do, who’s differ, who’s agree, who’s x kesah, mane2 pon boley. Aku okey jer.- u know who’s this guy...Ha3. Then, it was karok session since no one point out other ideas. Then, here it goes, three cars moving together heading to Shogun Batu Gajah.

On the way, I’ve a serious conversation with mok and zali talking about our internship.. rumah sewa.. and kerja? How much I felt like im too old to talk about these matters. Kalau dlu, asyik dgr seniors jer ckp psl ni.. hu3. Then, we spent like 2 hours at Shogun. I can see how talented my friends singing Awie’s and Ella’s songs!! Mok, I luv ur voice. Ha3. Nti duet lagi yer… Guess what? We select about 50 songs for that night… but unfortunately, we cant finished them all bcz the Shogun guy already give us warning by blinking the lamp! Crazy night…

Then, we heading to UTP. On the way, we fetch at Ameeth for the very last time before we go for internship. There, I met my KEMBARA friends. They just finished their meeting. How I really feel that I’m gonna miss them lots. We climb the mountains together, we spent our time at mapley together, we go for dinner together, and we have our futsal league together. It almost 3 years I know them and most of them are final year students. So, I’ll not see them after I coming back from internship. Gonna miss u guys…

Then, after eating and chatting about one hour, we decide to go back UTP. But, some of us came out with their crazy idea. They want to go to Lumut. They want to watch the sun rise. Ho ho ho. Very interesting idea but I cannot join them since I didn't finished yet packing all my bags and things. So sad. But I really enjoy the moment we spent together. Here I wanna say thank you sooooo much to all my friends for cherish my days, thank you too all seniors who help me lots in my studies and to survive in UTP. I’m sorry for all my wrong deeds. Hope to see you all during ur convocation day. I’ll come, Insyaallah since my sis also graduate as u r. That’s it. Good bye my friends. See you when I see you. Adios, amigos. Sayonara. Taaa~

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

Thank you.