i just transferred the pictures from memory card of my digicam to PC. Looking back on the photos, it reminds me to share about my paintball challenge organized by RNZ, celebrating their 15th years anniversary last week at Bukit Jalil Paintball Park. Actually it was my first time hang out with my DSK members.. so i bring my friends from line to accompany me besides, my team lack of girls member.

OMG, its been a while i didn't post anything on my blog. first is because there's nothing interesting I can share about for last few weeks, secondly, I'm so lazy to turn on my lappy during weekends, third, I'm so addicted to sleep and forth, I'm very into my Cherry -feeding her, cleaning her cage, talk to her and everything is about her. He3. Being at home for a month is enough to gain ur weight, get double chin, pimples, and one for most, sleep at 8.00pm.ha3. so, when i read uruk's status at ym, i definitely get excited. it has been 2 long I'm not playing futsal or tennis bcz its hard to gather people and get a free court for tennis..at least a cheap one.he3. so i joined them playing futsal last night and guess what..they choose Bangi which is out of my mind!!! jauh tuhhhhhhhhhh..who are them? (pra, bawan, nik, kema, eni, jijo, uruk, gedo, nani, king, md no, and kwn pra)..hurmm...but, thanks to uruk cz organized this futsal..i really enjoyed it.. :-) First 10 minutes, I can run from one goal post to another goal post. i am overzealous. excited until i get tired. really tired. i can feel there's pain everywhere. every joint on my body. OMG, it shows that I have to do something with it. I used to run around the football field for 4 times but now only 10 minutes on game? no no no...ha3. terlebih sudah. overall, futsal sgt best. thanks to pra cz take me home with ur new wife =) bersukan sgt bgs utk kesihatan. i wake 'early' in da morning with joint pain and urat saraf....

How he looks like? Do he still recognize me? What should i talk to him? Should i start the conversation first? Let me tell you a story that change my destiny. destiny? ha3. No la.. change my plan. he3. What is your reaction when someone call you and said that he want to meet you but.. it has been 10 years ago you don't see him. Jeng3. What is your expectation when you go to see him? What if he thinks that you are a boring person? What if he thinks that you've changed? What if he still expect the OLD you? Wondering...hu3.

Never think that a joke becomes real. This is how the story. Today is my second day at Great Eastern Mall. Been attached to the project there. So, my training will be there for this 8 months onwards. Babes, lepak2 kat Great Eastern Mall la plak..hu3. Our lunch hour is at 1.00pm. As usual, I'll be texting my friend from RNZ to wait for me for lunch at 11.30. Suddenly, my phone was ringing 25 minutes later. And thats it. Unexpected one. What a surprise? Two words can describe my feelings. Excited and nervous. OMG, he's OTW. ha3. But I am who I am. Not really care what people think. Just be the real me. he3.

We have our lunch at my place, bcz i only have one hour- to eat, to chat, to be nervous, to gossip, to toilet, and to meet him. ha3. We never stop chatting while eating. Lie. We are very friendly. True. Hu3. During our conversation, i realize the butterfly is gone. I dont feel nervous anymore. He still the same. Nothing to be nervous pon. We talk and talk like there is no tomorrow. Eventhough 1 hour cannot cover 10 years stories, but at least we update each other. I am happy to see him actually. I appreciate our friendship. Thanks to You. How much friend means a lot to me.

I read this from one site. If they are scared of you when you need help, sorry, that's not friendship. If their attitude is "for better or worse," if they stick by you through thick and thin, that's when you can tell it's friendship. I do have some friends, but not as many as I thought. A friend will tell you when he or she thinks you're full of shit, but always casts it that way, never as a statement of fact. Hurm..

After 10 years, he still my friend. Glad to see you. =)

“Thank you for your patience. You may leave the hall now.” – The Invigilator.

That’s how the end of this semester. The super duper hectic semester. The tiring one. Ups and downs. But lots of memories. Though, I didn’t feel anything. No exited-ness? Happy? Far from it. Usually, I’m the happiest person in the world when it comes to the very last-final-paper. But dis semester is different. When the invigilator announced to put down your pen, the very first thing that came out of my mind is “OMG, Im going for intern dh after dis.No way!!"”..No more final paper for another 8 months!! Wow!! –still no sense. I’m supposed to be happy bcz the paper is not that tough. (But it doesn’t mean that I can answer it with flying colors. Just so-so. Hu3). So, I went to my room with no feelings. Just hoping that it would change when I met my friends.

“Oh, Imah and Lisa. Kte dh abes paper dh!!” shouting to them excitedly but it sounds freaky. The emotion and intonation didn’t match each other. Ishk, nape x rase ape2 ni? Tlg la!! Dh abes exam kottttt…I taught I’m the only one that feeling that way, but its not true. I share this feeling with my friends too. (Imah, Macob, Lisa…) hurm… hoping that it would change again when the night comes…

A-Night-With-Them
Eventhough it takes like 1 hour to gather all of us (me, lisa, nadia, imah, telok, pisem, hasrol a.k.a ayob, abu, shisha, gedo, majin, mok, and zali), but it really changed my mood for the day. We heading to McDonald’s since everybody were starving and didn’t take our dinner yet. Kami adalah muka2 tegar McD. So jgn tanye kenape McD. Ha3. It looks like almost every week we’ll spend our time at McD to have sundae ice-creams. Nyummyyy~

Lepaking, chatting, while eating was nice. It’s really fun when we started to talk heart to heart about our last2 moment.

“Nnti bile dh kt Labuan tu make sure sume pon pakai webcam”- Abu

“Nnti aku kt Kerteh nnti korg kene slalu visit aku taw!!”- Nadia a.ka. Macob

“Nnti kt Kerteh mane ade internet la Macob!!” – Telok

“Nnti kt JnJ aku sesorg dowh!”- Lisa

“Aku nk kurus intern ni!!” – Anonymous

Continue with photo shooting. Posing. And the very common thing -- Discuss what we’re going to do next. Again, it takes about 1 hour to decide where to go, what to do, who’s differ, who’s agree, who’s x kesah, mane2 pon boley. Aku okey jer.- u know who’s this guy...Ha3. Then, it was karok session since no one point out other ideas. Then, here it goes, three cars moving together heading to Shogun Batu Gajah.

On the way, I’ve a serious conversation with mok and zali talking about our internship.. rumah sewa.. and kerja? How much I felt like im too old to talk about these matters. Kalau dlu, asyik dgr seniors jer ckp psl ni.. hu3. Then, we spent like 2 hours at Shogun. I can see how talented my friends singing Awie’s and Ella’s songs!! Mok, I luv ur voice. Ha3. Nti duet lagi yer… Guess what? We select about 50 songs for that night… but unfortunately, we cant finished them all bcz the Shogun guy already give us warning by blinking the lamp! Crazy night…

Then, we heading to UTP. On the way, we fetch at Ameeth for the very last time before we go for internship. There, I met my KEMBARA friends. They just finished their meeting. How I really feel that I’m gonna miss them lots. We climb the mountains together, we spent our time at mapley together, we go for dinner together, and we have our futsal league together. It almost 3 years I know them and most of them are final year students. So, I’ll not see them after I coming back from internship. Gonna miss u guys…

Then, after eating and chatting about one hour, we decide to go back UTP. But, some of us came out with their crazy idea. They want to go to Lumut. They want to watch the sun rise. Ho ho ho. Very interesting idea but I cannot join them since I didn't finished yet packing all my bags and things. So sad. But I really enjoy the moment we spent together. Here I wanna say thank you sooooo much to all my friends for cherish my days, thank you too all seniors who help me lots in my studies and to survive in UTP. I’m sorry for all my wrong deeds. Hope to see you all during ur convocation day. I’ll come, Insyaallah since my sis also graduate as u r. That’s it. Good bye my friends. See you when I see you. Adios, amigos. Sayonara. Taaa~

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

Thank you.

“Kalau jadi bukit, what can I do?”

“Boley jadi kaye ke?” (whisper )

I’m pretty sure that every single of you have heard about this words. I used to have lots of piggybanks but not even one is full. I have this experience, when I broke my watermelon-piggybank just because to buy an ice-cream. So, from that day, I never use piggybank anymore to save my coins/money because it would be difficult whenever I want to buy something that I want. Kenape x mintak je ngan mak?à Skip that part..hu3. :)

And when I’m 12, my brother gives me a piggybank with a padlock for my achievement in UPSR. (I’ll never forget about it). Thank you bro. U r the best!!:D So, I guess this is good because I wont broke my piggybank anymore because it has padlock. And for your information, it almost 9 years but I still kept the piggybank with me. And it’s here. Right in front of me. He he he.

Last semester, I got this inspiration from my roommate. She has lots of coins. And she inspired me to do so. Do I have to mention her name? Hu3. Okey la.. Her name is Nur Amnanie and people called her Nanie. Looking at her money, I become jealous and I came out with this idea. Whenever I have lunch or dinner, I won’t use my coins. I’ll save it in my piggybank so that I’ll see the outcome. And after about 10 months, TARAAAAAAAAAA…. My piggybank is full. I wonder how much is in it. Is it 50 bucks? Or 100 bucks? Or more than that? I don’t know because I still waiting till the end of this semester to count it. Can’t wait. He3. :D

This is an achievement for me because I never done it before. I’m excited, nervous, ambitious and waiting for the time to count it. So, for this time being, I’m wondering about what I am going to do with the money. I’m thinking to buy something valuable, memorable, and usable and have sentimental value. I want it to be something special that will remains in my memories.

So here people, I need your suggestions and ideas. What should I buy with 100 bucks in my hand?

Handbag- I don’t think the money is enough for a handbag.

Wallet – I just got it for my birthday present.

Dress/shirt – it will not remain forever. Common.

Shoes – Hurmm…boring. :P

Books? – interesting.

What else??? What can we get with 100 bucks?? Think... and think… and think..

Now I realize, I always said that I don’t have money. But actually, when I’ve money, I don’t know how to use it. Most of my scholarship I spent for food. Food and food and food. I enjoy eating!!! Ha ha ha. So, help me out with this friends. I really appreciate it. Thanks. Adios. :)