
How he looks like? Do he still recognize me? What should i talk to him? Should i start the conversation first? Let me tell you a story that change my destiny. destiny? ha3. No la.. change my plan. he3. What is your reaction when someone call you and said that he want to meet you but.. it has been 10 years ago you don't see him. Jeng3. What is your expectation when you go to see him? What if he thinks that you are a boring person? What if he thinks that you've changed? What if he still expect the OLD you? Wondering...hu3.
Never think that a joke becomes real. This is how the story. Today is my second day at Great Eastern Mall. Been attached to the project there. So, my training will be there for this 8 months onwards. Babes, lepak2 kat Great Eastern Mall la plak..hu3. Our lunch hour is at 1.00pm. As usual, I'll be texting my friend from RNZ to wait for me for lunch at 11.30. Suddenly, my phone was ringing 25 minutes later. And thats it. Unexpected one. What a surprise? Two words can describe my feelings. Excited and nervous. OMG, he's OTW. ha3. But I am who I am. Not really care what people think. Just be the real me. he3.
We have our lunch at my place, bcz i only have one hour- to eat, to chat, to be nervous, to gossip, to toilet, and to meet him. ha3. We never stop chatting while eating. Lie. We are very friendly. True. Hu3. During our conversation, i realize the butterfly is gone. I dont feel nervous anymore. He still the same. Nothing to be nervous pon. We talk and talk like there is no tomorrow. Eventhough 1 hour cannot cover 10 years stories, but at least we update each other. I am happy to see him actually. I appreciate our friendship. Thanks to You. How much friend means a lot to me.
I read this from one site. If they are scared of you when you need help, sorry, that's not friendship. If their attitude is "for better or worse," if they stick by you through thick and thin, that's when you can tell it's friendship. I do have some friends, but not as many as I thought. A friend will tell you when he or she thinks you're full of shit, but always casts it that way, never as a statement of fact. Hurm..
After 10 years, he still my friend. Glad to see you. =)
It has been 2 weeks I work as a trainee in PCSB, klcc. What a release when it comes to weekend - no need to wake up at 6.00, no need to queue for train, no need to stand up in the train for almost half an hour, and one for most, i can sleep as long as i want. he3 =)
But i cannot run away from one thing. I need to study. But its ok. Ive given a task and that task has to be done with passion. Believe me? Dont. he3. I learned to think positively these days. It makes me feel better I guess. The way we think is the decision for the next step. But making decisions is not my expertize.
Forget about it. Hurm, I just finished watch the video clips of Euphonious. Seems like my post are too wordy, so here i upload some pictures of it during our jamming session and also during the final. Thank God. We manage to the final but only got consolation prize. He3. Its not about win or lose but the journey to the end of it is
one of the best thing that happened in my life.
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I never expect that I'll be one of this band. I never dreams that I'll be one of this finalist. But thats it. Alhamdulillah. People always planned but the best planner is up-there. We never know what is going to be next. How i miss the good old days. Old? Not that old. hu3.I miss the time when we go for jamming, escape the class, live like a fox, cari kereta, sound check, mapley at 4.00a.m? This is how I gain my weight. Ha3.
stand (l-r): steala,tius, majin, ME, faliq
sit (l-r): sebest, lisa, gedo, pet
So, I really need to be on diet during this internship programme. But tell me how can i reduce my weight? The condition is like this. I live with my family- my home, my bed, my kitchen, my fridge, my food. Works in aircond environment, always got free food since my work station just next to meeting room, go and back home by train, and sleep at 12.00a.m. hu3. This is my new schedule as being a trainee. He3.

its over...
Talk about old days, I want to share something that really make sense. Someone told me this:
"Don't live in your past. Lets the past being a good teacher for your future.
How much you miss the past, you cannot change a thing of it."
but its okey...
Being in the office on my first day is not that awkward. I still can find my course mates in my own department, got briefing which gather all of us (UTP trainees) and such an ice breaking which was a common thing that introduced our selves to the seniors (who are also the UTP students).
But when you have to sit down and do your readings is a weird thing because it such like my study week back then in UTP...
when you have to wake up early in the morning (6.30 am) is a weird thing since it has been awhile i didn't woke up this early.. the last time is in SEMASHUR I guess....
you have to wait until 1pm for lunch is a weird thing since it has been awhile I didn't tied with this schedule...
you have to dress up formally is a weird thing since I only wear jeans and slippers to my class...
But what i can summarize here is, all my daily life has to change back to my old boarding school. SEMASHUR. At this moment, I wonder what my friends doing after about 6 months they fly to overseas. Syaque, Fana, Shahir, and Nab. Not to forget Epul and Mizah. Make sure you come here and visit me at KLCC when you guys came back to Malaysia...
Im writing this post during working hours in KLCC. NO SKIP. But doing 'research' in PETRONAS Resource Centre. (Boss, dont scold me!!). Ha3. Actually, i dont have any yet. Shes out for site visit or something...
Opps, gtg. Later~
OMG, It was late. My hand quickly reached my hand phone and start to text Awin:
"Awin, dh bgn blum. Ak br bgn..so myb lmbt sket yek. Msg ak dlu b4 grak taw".Yes, I got plan. Since my scholarship dh masuk, so I plan to go out with Awin. Why? Because we didn't go out for shopping since Bandung trip. (
That was last semester break daaa... ) Itu sangat lama. Hu3. So, here we go. One Utama. Since there is the best mall for us to shop. Easy and worth it. Even though the beginning is not that fun, because we got the wrong way, stuck in traffic jam for half an hour, have to make a call for rescue, round the same round about for at least 4 times, but finally we reached there after 2 hours drive. (
it actually takes 20 minutes from my home to OU.LOL.) Ha3.
So, after stuck in the car for almost 2 hours, the very first place that we catch up is Shogun. Its not a place such a karaoke box or something but it is a food restaurant which serve up the sushi buffet, western, and etc. It worth it with RM 40++ to eat that kind of meals, but unfortunately our stomach cannot accommodate too much food. Ha3.
(Itu tipu..). After one hour we spent our time there, we start the shopping thing.
You wont believe it if i said that we shop from top to toe. We got sandals, we got pants, we got belt, we got dress. Ha3. it was fun when u spent your money. But at the end, when look at your purse and see only blue sheets, its not fun anymore. I broke. Ha3. Shopping is a fun thing!!
I'm waiting for next month scholarship!!
=)