*Finally i find a time to breath after a long silence. Im sorry to readers (if any) for ignoring this blog stuff.
First, Im done with my projects. Second, Im done with my final exams.Third, Im done with my presentations.And the important is, Im DONE with my degree. Insyaallah. What on earth im thinking about?? I am officially unemployed with no money in my pockets and single at the moment.(Do i have to mention that?) hu3.
Honestly, i have no idea what im going to write for this post after a long silence.Too many things to share, too many things to tell about. And what i am really sure is, i have nothing to do right now. Owh, stuck in utp for two days with nothing to do will kill yourself, believe me (NOT). Hurmm, lets put things like this. There is one thing i curious to know. There is one thing that keep playing in my mind. A question that is very subjective, can be lots of answers, and might be no answers at all for my curiosity.
Do people really care about money? Is money for everything or everything is money? Do people really can pay for what they wanna do? Or its just a common assumptions that people love todo.
Recently, people always talk about the job they are going to choose, how much they wanna earn, when they want to get married, what a life they wanna have and so on.Everything do relates to money. I just wondering, do people with more money will have a good life? If there is a choice, do you want to be a single person but rich, or a married person but poor? I do have my personal thought about these Qs but i still doubt it, if there are still reasons that must be put into considerations.
TV Dramas do show that money is a big influence on a person's life.Im no fan of Malay Drama, but most of them gave the same impressions to the poor person. There is said saying that, "The rich become richer, the poor become poorer". I dont really know the true meaning of any of this, but i certainly do believe it. Subjective right?? Hu3..
It has been a while after my last post. I think the load of works made me overlook on my dearest blog. Hu3. Im sorry dear. Alhamdulillah, finally its already 19 days we all Muslims celebrate our Ramadhan.. and I'm looking forward of bebuka at Masjid tomorrow. Insyaallah. Seems dis is my final year, i wanna try everything, EVERYTHING, every single thing that a student shud try.
Ramadhan dis year is quit different compare to my previous one. This year I celebrate Ramadhan wif my beloved babes and friends in UTP. Wake up early in the morning, having our sahur together is very interesting. Eventhough it ALWAYS nasi putih+ serunding Imah, but having it wif my friends is kinda enjoyable. ngah3. (Mama, if u read dis plz dont be sad. ur daughter is still big and healthy as usual. =P) and da important is, we cook for berbuka (sometimes). Hu3.
And now Ramadhan is going to the end. Im going to miss this month very much. The bazar and tarawikh at Masjid will be one of the best memory as i leave UTP soon. When we miss our HOME, we can go back and having berbuka wif our family, but whenever we miss UTP after dis, its hard to gather all our friends to have da same experience again. This is fact dat everyone has to go through.
Facilities project (still in progress)
Final Year Project - lab, reports
Operation Management project (McDonalds, here we go)
Engineering in Society project - have no idea at all!!
HRM project - the lecturer jz posted da title dis evening
Final Year Design Project - major equipment in progress
"Dengan ini, saya pemegang mohor-mohor besar Raja-raja Melayu mengishtiharkan, tarikh puasa bagi tahun ini jatuh pada 22hb Ogos 2009..."
hatiku terus terlonjak-lonjak keriangan. Alhamdulillah. aku masih berpeluang bertemu dengan bulan Ramadhan tahun ini, bulan yang penuh keberkatan. Alhamdulillah sekali lagi. sungguh tidak ku sangka, masa begitu pantas berlalu. Ramadhan kali ini mungkin yang terakhir aku rai kan bersama teman-teman seperjuangan. mungkin lepas ini masing-masing di haluan sendiri. membawa segala ilmu didada menempuhi segala badai yg ada di luar sana.
kali ini, Ramadan hadir sekali lagi dalam hidupku. kali ini, ia hadir di tahun akhir ku di universiti. ku harapakn Ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna buatku. Kuatkan diri, banyakkan bersabar. Banyakkan beribadat. Agar segala amalan ini diterima. Amin. Kepada semua, sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa, terlanjur bicara, sepuluh jari kususun memohon maaf. Bersama-sama kita berubah ke arah kebaikan. Insyaallah.
I've lost count how many times I surf the same page, the same window, looking for this creamy, cheesy, fatty pasta. If people think that no wonder I've gained XX lb during my internship, i don't mind and i don't really care. (I care!!!!!!!!) This is the moment i enjoyed my meals and good stuffs. Wahh, don't you think having a good meal can bring you to the other world? The world which can terminate all your problems and load of works? Hu3. I don't mean that my mom's cook doesn't taste good but I just want something cheesy meesy, moistly and nyummy. I'm very glad if people can tell me which is the best restaurant that can serve the best pasta in this world, (too ambitious) in KL. Hu3. Make it by my self will be a great idea but i know i'm not good in this. Hu3. Help me ya!! :)
1. Anda rasa anda hot? Kalau dalam bilik, ngan cuaca yang mendung, so far im just cool ~ ha3 2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda
3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ni? Sebab die unik. The only photo album yg ade dlm lappy.yang len sume dm external. 4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan piza? Hurm, not quite sure. 3 months ago? 5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar. Better in time - Leona Lewis 6. Apa yang sedang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini? Facebooking 7. Selain dari nama anda sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa? Comel? ha3.Kidding. 8. Tag lagi 6 orang dengan hati yg terbuka tanpa rasa kekesalan Hurm..sape2 nk wat silakan. 9. Siapa no 1 kepada anda? N/A 10. Bagaimana pulak dengan no 4? N/A 11. Kata sesuatu tentang orang no 5. N/A 12. Bagaimana pulak dengan orang no 3. N/A 13. Siapakah orang no 2. N/A 14. Bagi pesanan anda untuk orang no 6. N/A
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. "i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?"
yeah, and i always thought spelling was important!! he3
have u experienced any of this, when you say something, the words came out is not actually what u meant it to be. its not actually what u think it is. Its actually totally opposite from the true meaning. hurm, I do experienced it and it happens too many times. he3. at first, i think its funny but then when i think deeper about it, i worried if it is a symptoms of amnesia maybe. i dont know. hu3. its funny when u want a cold drink in stead u order the hot one. u wanna say "u look pretty", but then it turns out differently. hu3. sometimes it creates sort of conflict among ur friends because of this miscommunication. im glad to have friends who are very understanding. if i said wrongly, they know what i'm trying to say. thank you. hu3. but i am curious why this happening? why the information from my brain transported through my nerve reflected wrongly? just wondering....hu3.
p/s: i could read above statement!! all of it!! he3
hari itu bahtera belayar kembali. kali ini, isiannya bersama nakhoda-nakhoda baru. belum usang. belum lagi punya pengalaman tentang pelayaran ini. di kotak fikiran mereka punya 1001 persoalan yang tidak mungkin bisa punya jawapan melalui kata-kata, barangkali. pelayaran ini membuka mata dan hati mereka tentang tanggungjawab sebagai nakhoda, barangkali. dengan pentauliahan Sang Nakhoda kepada seorang jejaka gagah, hensem bergaya, -Pd mengepalai para kerawitan sepanjang pelayaran ini, barangkali lautan samudera ini tidak mungkin begitu sukar. doa dipohon agar pelayaran dapat diteruskan tanpa gangguan anasir luar yang menyimpan dendam dan iri hati.
sauh ditarik, kemudi diputar, layar dinaikkan.Sang Nakhoda mula mengarahkan kerawitan bersiap sedia. dan itu, bermulalah pelayaran yang belum lagi diketahui pengakhiran nya. bahtera mula membelah lautan meredah ombak samudera menuju ke Bangi memetakan UKM di atas peta dunia. seperti pelayaran yang lalu, pelbagai badai menimpa bahtera ini. kesatuan sukar dilihatkan. perbedaan umur mungkin menjadi batas. tetapi, kebijaksanaan Sang Nakhoda dan hulu-hulu balang nya berjaya menyatukan kerawitan ini. dalam pelayaran, beberapa pulau telah menjadi tempat persinggahan. buah-buahan (manggis and durian) telah menjadi hidangan istimewa buat kerawitan ini. bekalan-bekalan dari pekan malam sudah tidak bisa dihabiskan. sungguh indah pesta malam itu. Sang Nakhoda mampu tersenyum bangga sedangkan hati meronta-ronta inginkan "orang itu" bisa hadir di pesta. namun, beliau tetap gembira.
pelayaran diteruskan. samudera yang luas diselami untuk mencari harta-harta yang tertanam di dasarnya. persinggahan seterusnya inginkan yang lain. namun, kerawitan dengan amanah dipegang tetap bersedia dengan pengetuk di tangan, mengalunkan lagu, membunyikan irama buat pahlawan-pahlawan teratak ilmu tercinta. malam itu, pertama kali buat Nakhoda Tajol dan juga Nakhoda Amal mengalunkan lagu di khalayak ramai. bangga buat mereka. langit tidak selalu cerah, air ada pasang surutnya. mlm itu bukan terbaik buat kerawitan ini. barangkali ia persinggahan yang tidak dirancang. namun, bahtera ini harus meneruskan pelayaran yang belum lagi berpenghujung.
malam itu, sungguh indah. bahtera akhirnya tiba di destinasi yang hampir sepurnama di lautan luas. sukar digambarkan dengan kata-kata. nakhoda-nakhoda lama turut di sana memberi sokongan tidak berbelah bagi buat kerawitan ini. rasa gementar dilempar jauh. rasa penat dibuang ke tepi. kerawitan masing-masing mengeluarkan senjata mengalunkan lagu yang bisa meninggalkan kesan hingga ke lubuk sanubari. Tekad di hati masih satu, melahirkan yang terbaik untuk tatapan warga teratak ilmu yang disayangi. sungguh indah. gerimis-gerimis halus mengalir di pipi tanda kegembiraan yang tidak terhingga.
Setelah berhempas pulas tenaga mengharungi lautan ini, akhirnya apa yang dihajati terlaksana. Sauh dilabuhkan, dan layar diturunkan. Para kerawitan harus meneruskan pelyaran-pelayaran kecil yang lain. Cuma, coretan potret dari kotak-kotak lensa bisa menyimpan memori ini untuk di kongsi bersama teman-teman yang lain.
I just read this book entitle Rosie Dunne by Cecilia Ahern. Im sorry if im a lil bit a step behind from others since i just pick up this book recently, but this book really bothered my mind on one thing. A best friend can be your partner of crime, your love and your soulmate- for real. I'm not totally agree about this before. My best friend will remains as my best friend, but the way Cecilia Ahern describe on the characters and the story is really related to our real life. i enjoyed reading this book and able to finish it within 2 days. Guys n girls, do you agree with Cecilia? Will you fall in love with your best friend? just wondering..hu3
Duhai Matahari, Bila kau lenyap dari pandangan mataku, hidupku akan menjadi gelap gelita, tetapi bukan untuk selema-lamanya, kerana bulan akan datang dan menerangi malam yang gelap, walaupun hidupku diterangi dengn cahaya bulan, aku tetap mencari Matahari yang telah pergi....
it has been a while after my last post. every moments being here i spent very wisely as i'll never experience it again. as im gonna remember it forever. as i'm gonna to laugh when i look at those pictures. because i know, time will never turning back. im gonna put the PIECES of me in a puzzle. a puzzle that can show a beautiful picture of LIFE.because...
u will never know, the possibility, the chances and the HERO inside u, if u never try to makeit..
u will neverfeel, the bliss, the juicy and the spice of life, if u never taste it..
u will never suffer, the loneliness, the hardwork, and the anxiety, if you dont experiencedit..
and u have to believe, a LIFE should be treasured, should be cherished, and should be loved by everyone in this world because, u will never know..when its going to end...
After 9 weeks of waiting, finally...Its MID TERM BREAK!!!! yahoo!!
To do list:
Vacation (checked) i went to Bukit Tinggi for this midterm break. its such a nice place to rest our mind from the hectic days and load of works. with the efforts that I've done, (wake up at 3.00am, have shower during rainy days, convoy from UTP-KL-Bukit Tinggi), it really worth it. eventhough it was one day trip, it was really enjoyable. perhaps because it was my first time being there.. =)
Wake up at 12.00pm (checked) oh, this is the first thing i wanna do when im home. after 4 days at home, finally i can wake up at 12.00pm without any distractions. wonder why it takes too long?? it because there is house renovation next to my house and they always wake me up at 8.00am with the noise and drills thingy.haih...
Squash (checked) and my OPS Lemak still ON eventhough it is midterm break. squash wif pra, uruk and lisa at presint-9, putrajaya at 11.30am to 2.30pm is enough to give pain to my arms and body. thank God, its rainy day and make my life better.
Burger King (checked) how much i miss their burger. Sorry, im not telling that i support the Israel things..it just..desire.
Tidy my room (checkeed) he he he. new room, new decoration. not much i can do to decorate my room. just change here and there.. need more ideas and MONEY to make my room alive!!! he3. perhaps my mom satisfied with my wardrobe. he3.
AF 7???(checked) its already 3rd concert isn't it? he3. it has been a while i didn't watched this reality show. but since Tiara Jaquelina is the principle for this season, it really catch my attention.
Play with Ceri(checked) and this is the reason why i'm waiting for this midterm break so much. Ceri dh kurus.. =(
FYDP, FYP, Msian Studies Project
Meet x-officemates, sifu, SVs
and the list will expending. i still dont have dress or attire for my batch dinner. and projects?? i cant install the visio due to sum circumstances. hurm.. need to spend my holiday wisely..!!! =)
Alhamdulillah. i am officially 22 years old today. I WISH;
i could be at home at this time, but I'm grateful i didn't, because if i do, i will miss the only chance to be at UTP on my birthday... i could study abroad with my besties, but I'm grateful i didn't because if i do, i wouldn't know these great people around me... i could telling the whole world hows lucky I'm, I'm grateful, eventhought I'm a talkative person, people still patient listen to my stories,
I'm grateful, eventhought I'm not a pretty person, people willing to be friends with me, I'm grateful, eventhought I'm not a really pick-up person, people still tolerate with me, I'm grateful, eventhought I'm not a brilliant person, people willing to hear me out..
Thank you to Abah and Mama for being very understanding and patient grew me up until I became a useful human being.. Abe, Kakak and Abe One for being the greatest siblings ever. Always listen, help me out when I'm in trouble. Eventhough we always got fight, I love it and I miss it when I'm far away in Tronoh.
To Cherri who always listen to me. Thank you. From your eyes, it shows everything.
To Syaque and Shahir, thank you very much for the surprise party last time. I really didn't expected it. I will always keep it in my mind as a greatest memories of my life.
Thank you so much to all my friends who are there, being so supportive. Cheer me up when I'm feeling down. Being honest for telling the truth. Being loyal to this friendship. For accepting me as the way I am...And for this 22th Birthday, I do hope my journey will always be cherished with colors and and wonderful moments.
This is the very first time i think UTP is the coolest place in this world. (is it?..not really) ha3. it reminds me to the other world that i left behind about two decade ago. Every evening (almost, when its not rainy days), the park next to UTP's lake will be fulled with students playing this layang2.
flying without any doubt..
having pisang goreng as our snacks..
Being kids again is really something. It is the moment when u'll never felt guilty when hurting someones heart, the moment when you got excited when you knew something new, the moment with friends, brothers, sisters and free. Free from the assignments, tasks, problems, jobs bla bla bla.. Fuhh.. i wish i can fly in the blue sky. Free as a bird. Fresh like the grass. No matter how much we miss it, no matter how much we love it, there's no way to reverse the time.
* I've been tag byKak Yan few days ago. and here it goes:-
Go to your photos folder in your computer. Go to the 6th folder of photos. Go to the 6th picture in that folder. Put the picture on your blog and description of it. Invite six friends to join the challenge. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged .
The picture of Lisa and Karimah. Taken during i-chem dinner. The theme was Hari Raya. We eat, we sing, and we laugh together. We really had a great time. Friendship never dies lol!!
a day of ketuk2 bonang~ never taught it will end up with this wonderful night..
just read about the controversial created by the students- i guess.. somehow effected me a lil bit..but it's not last long.. who cares, we know what we're doing..
it was a very tiring day.. comes to evening, make the conditions more worse.. the eyes show the sleepiness.. the music doesn't sounds nice.. mistakes by mistakes over and over again..
Pak Eddie from Indonesia
Surprise, Pak Eddie ask to play with him- on stage.. again, there's butterflies in my stomach.. will i do it great?
with Maya from Oberlin USA and Dewi from Gadja Madha, Indonesia
The grand night,
we got trapped under croft almost right before performance.. thank GOD, we managed to find a way out after 20 minutes.. again, surprise from seniors, the came to join the event.. more pressure but it was a pleasure to have them that night..
When colors mix together.. When people meet each other.. It such a wonderful night that i'll never forget.. Thank you Sanggar Kirana for being such a great family.. Thank you juniors for being such an understanding sisters and brothers.. And special thanks to Seniors, because of you we are here...
kerana lemak itu perlu dihapuskan...sindiket ini sungguh bahaya..AWAS!!
Salut!!! Comment allez-vous? Je suis etudiante. Hu3. It has been a while after my last post. Thank you for those who are concern kept reminding me to update The Sound Of Silence. Being quit messy recently with the FYP, FYDP, gamelan and bla bla bla.. It might take sometime for me to get used to it. Alhamdulillah, it almost a month after my new sem begun and i still can survive overhere. ;)
One thing that make me proud of UTP, first for most, finally we owned futsal courts!!! Yahoo.. Its such a good start for me to accomplish my mission. OPS Lemak. hu3. My God!! Such a tradition, almost all students who came back from internship experienced this situation. No offense!! But this is the feedback i got from seniors and friends.
I dont know whos the one that started this Operation, but what i know is, there are some of my friends who are not into sports finally take this opportunity to join this campaign. Hu hu hu. Its very happening when finally i saw the scenario in UTP changed lil bit when it comes to the evening. The jogging track in front of UTP will be hectic with students. Some of them jogging, dating, football, and the most interesting part is playing kites. So cute. Wanna try someday. Hu hu hu ..
And for my initiative, I start with light exercise which is jogging. Yeah, this is my expertise besides sleeping and eating in my small-messy-room. hu hu hu. And today, the Operation improved. I played tennis, and it is something that i can be proud about..After 1 year i didnt touched the racket, I still can play it!! yeah..
Oppss, its already 3.10 am and i got a date with coach Bella tomorrow morning..Yeah, I got this jogging session at 6.30am..catch you later then..
Oceans a part day after day, finally this Internship come to the end. Alhamdulillah, it end up with full colors and just wait and see the grade later on. Amin. Internship did changed me a little bit especially on the way i think and the way i reflect but don't worry, i still the old me . Thank you very much to all Project Team and my beloved supervisors for guiding me through out this programme..And to all my babes, we are Final Year Student at last!!! ha ha ha. Syukur2.
To all my new friends, new contacts, new buddies, best of luck to all of you. Do keep in touch okay. lots of things i want to share about my internship but i think its enough. let it be between those who are there with me. he3. so, there's only few days left for me to prepare myself before step into new semester. i really need to prepare physically and MENTALITY especially. Back to old life style, i think its not that difficult to get used to it. But what i really concern about is TIME constrain. I don't know if its enough for me to fulfill my wish list during this 1 year left as a student, Insyaallah. There are so many things i want to do while I'm being as a student. And there are lots of things also that i scared about. Projects, assignments and what so ever that will be make my life messy and bla bla bla bla.
However, life must go on right? There's a long long journey that I've to go through. Just need the strength and passion on doing things and survive this life. I hope this year will be beyond my imagination and desire. I hope i can fix everything that i mess up during my previous years.. and i hope there are still have tomorrows for me.
"Chineese girl, okey. Indian girl, okey. But Malay girl?? very trouble. Hey, dont be hypocrite.....tudung...sex...They are a bad girl..."
Gosh!!! It was yesterday, when I'm out with Lisa and Imah. This mak cik is very irritating, confuse, and a good word to describe her is PSYCHIC i guess. She's a Malay woman, free hair, her age is around 40 plus, quite chubby and not pretty at all. Inside and outside. It started when she's talking about a Malay girl without tudung that luv sex and bla bla bla that i can't catch up clearly. She became very emotional, stressed on 'MALAY girl is a BAD girl' several times and it made us uncomfortable. What a shame. Do respect us as well. Did she realize that we ARE the only Malay girls there? Did she just want to point on us because we are about to buy an ash-tray as a gift for our supervisor? Gosh!!! even the guy at the shop gave the 'look' on her..The point is, do we need to judge people by only on their appearance? Come on. Don't judge a book by its cover. Doesn't meant you are wearing tudung but smoking make u a bad girl. Why did she only stressed on Malay girl wif tudung? .. It's not fair. may be sometimes you are not at the right place and on the right time...oH Mak Cik, I dont bother at all if u saying this to the right people out there. But you humiliated the Malay girl, your own blood in front of other races...ishk2..pelik tapi benar.. Even the Chinese at the shop saying good things to us. may be to make us comfortable and calm i guess... Mak Cik..Mak Cik..hope to see you again. lots of questions i want to ask...
It has been a while i didn't post anything on my blog. Being busy for a while finish up my final presentation, pending weekly reports, as well as my very final report. Alhamdulillah, now it comes to the end of my Internship program also known as my 'honeymoon' time. Sobbing. I hope it is not too late to wish you all Happy New Year 2009. May Allah will bless us now and forever. Amin.
Btw, there are lots of things happened recently either it is expected or not. some of it brighten my days, gave joyness but some of it is very painful to be imagined. This is what we called life i guess. A journey that full of colors and melody. like a stage. You can be the actor or either the director of the play. Also like a slice of pizza, u need to taste every bites of it.
2009 shall be a great journey since it is my Final Year Semester. Alhamdulillah, I make it eventhough it's hard to believe i am away from my interest. This year could be the thoughest year ever in my life. Graduating during economy crisis could be a challenge for me too. But who knows. Just treasure every moment of the journey that shall be a part of of this life.
New Year means my wishlist expending. Yes, Manusia tidak pernah puas. I agreed with that. Eventhought there are my wishes already fulfill during this internship, but it increasing parallel to the desire. Ha ha ha ha. Btw, again, lets pray for the best for this new year 2009. Wachhaaaa!!