it almost 3 hours I'm sitting i front of my lappy. always alert with my phone. just have instinct it might be ringing. or it might be receive a msg. or it might be out of battery. or it might be nothing. i dont know. i wait for nothing. it is just a not-doing-anything weekend. and my mouse always click on friendster web page. here i look for updates. my friend's update. I'm very impressed with my friend's achievements. some of them will be a successful engineer. some of them will be our future docs. some of them studied abroad. playing with snows. they all become a successful persons in anytime from now.
At this moment i realized everyone already make their on path. eventhough we used to be classmates, study our same add-maths and biology test books, eat at the same dining hall, live in the same hostel, but we already choose our different path. this is life. a life that full of consequences. wahh, my winamp plays a right song at the right time. "kenagan terindah". the melody match the soul. lalalala. if i can fly to the past. i want all the memories will be recorded in a tape. so that i always can play it. so that it wouldn't fade away...hurm~